Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Wordy Rappinghood & Day Two

It's been two days since I've had a cigarette. Am I trying to quit you ask? Well, always trying to quit. Ironically, I was just busy yesterday. I had to work (I never smoke during the day) and I had to teach ESL immediately after work. When I got home I was just tired and didn't feel like it. So today goes the same. I didn't have to teach after work but I'm just over it at the moment. Wish me luck! Now what do I do when the real cravings kick in? I've tried everything. I think those patches are stupid. It's all in your head. When I want a cigarette I WANT a cigarette whether I'm wearing a patch or not. The mind is a VERY VERY VERY powerful thing. Now reflect on that. If it's SO powerful in a negative way, think about the things it can be powerful in a POSITIVE way. Food for thought.

I love this song. Never saw the video until now but if you haven't guessed, I love words. And writing. And language. Words are worthless but so full of worth. Much like my interpretation of life. (Disclaimer: Not that life is "worthless" per se....but all the shit we pretend means something so serious doesn't really mean anything....nothing is really that serious. But like words being also full of worth, life is full of worth as well. In a smile. A flower. A thunderstorm...so on and so forth.) Ok Deep Thoughts 101 Session 2 dismissed!

1 comment:

Sara said...

Yay! Day 2. I think if you can survive the first week, then you will feel so much better. Good luck!